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razors were my friends until..

razors were my friends
they helped me when i needed them but now i can't hold them
and it's all my fault
i was the one who picked it up i was the one who cut myself but can't believe that because if i do i'll know i'm killing myself so it's the razor's fucking fault
razors were my friends
until i died because of them
now no one's my friend

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imperfect
by ~xfadingimagex

living nightmaresI can't take it anymore. They haunt my steps. They haunt my dreams. They're in my life yet they're not alive. But they're not dead either.
Some are black shadows. Others are leaping flames of fire. Some are horribly violent. Others are sinisterly quiet.
I can't continue to live like this. They make me do things I know are wrong. But strangely I don't care. I seem to have their power too. When I'm angry or mad things burn in flame. When I'm depressed the world goes black. I see the shadows of people I love. Or used to. They seem to take that away. I don't remember how to love. I only know I used to. I don't remember w living nightmares
by ~xfadingimagex

razors were my friends until..razors were my friends
they helped me when i needed them but now i can't hold them
and it's all my fault
i was the one who picked it up i was the one who cut myself but can't believe that because if i do i'll know i'm killing myself so it's the razor's fucking fault
razors were my friends
until i died because of them
now no one's my friend razors were my friends until..
by ~xfadingimagex

walking alonewalking alone
on a cold winter day snow falling from the trees
alone with no one to talk to
alone with the snow in the sky alone with the wind in my hair alone with the quiet of the light slowly drifting into night walking alone
by ~xfadingimagex

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ImmortalSevered from the body
A mind set apart From this earth And you die but yet living
You stand dying in your own mind
You’re collapsing inward facing Eviscerate your dead
But immortal you stand once again You face into death and cry out in pain With nothing to stop you and death now erased You’re gone Immortal
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The Nightmares
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I Should Tell YouSee the truth through your eyes. See the sorrow, hate and your demise.
Can you notice your own wrongs? I have and felt them for so long.
Your very voice makes me ill. Your touch makes me want to kill.
When I see you it is hard to say, that I want you to forever go way.
But I know deep down in my heart, that one spectacular day we will part. I Should Tell You
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after xmas

Fri Dec 26, 2003, 8:32 AM

now that it passed there's not much to do... and knowing that fucking school is coming in a week doesn't make it any better...
at least gabby and sean are having a merry christmas... lucky them. and jean's away down the shore too. so it's just me and adam hanging around watching everyone have fun...

sometimes i hate my life.

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Current Residence: New York
Interests: writing, drawing, reading, music
Favourite movie: The Craft, The Ring, Blair Witch Project, Carrie and too many more
Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, Linkin Park, Marilyn Manson, Coldplay
Favourite genre of music: rock
Favourite poet or writer: Stephen King
Favourite cartoon character: emily strange, johnny the homicidal maniac
Personal Quote: it's not the words that count... it's all the pain and anger you put in them that counts...

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~x-shadow-x Feb 19, 2004, 1:57:46 PM

ohhhhh.... me thinks me likes.

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I am the ultimate

~pnkr0knitemare Jan 17, 2004, 2:18:49 PM

i like ur art

~Iriel Dec 18, 2003, 2:34:57 PM

I love your What if... journal. I see too may self proclaimed dark poets having problems with letting go, so it's really nice to see some originality and variation. I like your work

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...Like a dropped box of magnetic poetry

~xfadingimagex Dec 19, 2003, 2:36:35 PM

thaxks! most people think there's different kinds of poets but there are also different kinds of dark poets. i'm just somewhere in between... glad u like my work!

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!SuicideMyLove Dec 12, 2003, 4:36:15 AM

Im on someones favorties YAY WOOHOO

yeah....

!SuicideMyLove Dec 12, 2003, 4:35:36 AM

*SPLAT!* You've been hit by a snowball!! This is the beginning of the 2003 - 2004 deviantart snowball fight!!! Choose three of your friends.... and hit them with some snowballs!! (to do that, just copy paste this message to their account) The only rule is, you can't hit me back!! Bwah ha ha ha ha!!! Good luck, and try not to get hit!!

This fight started by ~nakira on December 5th

~sXe487 Dec 7, 2003, 1:50:07 PM

yes beautiful work....

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So you make a mask,

A mask that hides your face,

A face that hides the pain,

A pain that eats your heart,

A heart nobody knows. ~Bang Bang You're Dead

~xkillthisx Dec 6, 2003, 10:39:39 PM

you got beautiful work, keep it up

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